Standing now Calling all the people here to see the show Calling for my demons now to let me go I need something, give me something wonderful I believe She won't take me somewhere I'm not supposed to be You can't steal the things that God has given me No more pain and no more shame and misery You can't take me down You can't break me down You can't take me down You can't take me down You can't break me down You can't take me down Love and hate How much more are we supposed to tolerate? Can't you see there's more to me than my mistakes Sometimes I get this feeling - makes me hesitate I believe She won't take me somewhere I'm not supposed to be You can't steal the things that God has given me No more pain and no more shame and misery
I knew I wanted to keep him for life, but there was an uncontrollable force inside of me that I could not stop. It was only after I sent ANOTHER angry text that I was filled with deep regret yet again.
“Why can’t I control myself?”
“Why can’t I stop?”
I asked myself these questions over and over.
If you’re going through a similar experience, I know how it feels… and it sucks.